Posted by dana Johnson on November 16, 1998 at 13:36:08:
In Reply to: Re: Looking for Healing, Forgiveness and Peace posted by Theresa on November 11, 1998 at 20:39:55:
Theresa,
I have done a terrible thing to my husband and to my family. My husband and I had been having marital problems for about a year. I just didn't feel adequate or appreciated or even loved by him. In feeling that way I went to someone who I have known and trusted for many years and got caught up in the excitement of someone caring for my needs again. I was unfaithful to my husband and I am now pregnant..not knowing who the father of this baby is. I am having this baby for that is what God wants for me. I know he will not give me more than what I can't handle. But in feeling this way I feel awful inside and very confused.
My husband has asked for a divorce due to my infedelity. I wish I could convey and let my husband understand the scripture you had posted. For I know I have done wrong by him and I am very sorry for that and regret each action. I don't want my marriage to come to an end. I love this man very dearly and he won't listen to me or reason with me. I know he is very hurt, as I would be. But I married him til death do us part and I wish I he would be willing to understand and at least try to work on what we once had.
I feel isolated and alone and feel as if my life is being wripped apart piece by piece and there isn't anything I can do about it. I have asked God to give me strength but I have been so silent towards him for sometime I am afraid He can not hear me.
Thankyou for giving me some sort of hope that things will work out. Because I know I am a good person and God loves us all regardless of what mistakes we have made in the past.
Thankyou for you time
Dana