Posted by Robin McGregor on December 13, 1997 at 06:16:28:
I uttered the words I hadn't dreamt of saying in over 28years........"I hate you" and then I hung up the phone. The tears began to fall from my cheeks. How could she do this to me again!! My mothers drug abuse had been in remission for 15 years, we had become best friends after a very pain filled life of neglect. and here I was reliving this nightmare all over again........I don't understand why God would have me go through this again! I loved her so much and had learned to slowly trust her. I don't understand!!!