Posted by lonely soul on December 28, 1998 at 04:25:53:
I had an affair with a married man. This has gone on for the past 7 months. I started it as my marriage was breaking up. It wasn't the cause of my marriage breaking up but it made the break-up all the more nasty. I thought he would go ahead and leave his wife. They had been separated for more than 2 years. She doesn't live in the same state as he does. My sister hasn't spoken to me since. I'm trying to gain my self confideence back. I'm trying to gain my self pride back. I don't want to continue this. I'm a Christian. I try to be a good person and good Christian but I fell in love with this man and I'm having a hard time dealing with the loneliness of being single. I have very little family so my sister's absence is severely missed. I feel in a way that he has used me. I need to get rid of this nagging feeling that I have done the unforgivable. I know God will forgive me but I feel so all alone right now. PLEASE HELP ME. Please give me some advice.....