Posted by k.w. on September 05, 1998 at 05:12:55:
Last year I began the process of a lawsuit against a Midwife and the HMO that I was insured with. I lost both of my fallopian tubes in less than a three month period that has left me permanetly infertile (besides a Miracle) at the age of 25. during ny tour of care I was never seened by a physician, even though the last ectopic pregnacy made my at higher risk for another. During my research, I found out that any prudent physician could have performed a procedure to save my tubes, if I had been diagnosed correctly.---I was angry in the beginning of this legal process--I had a unforgiving heart... Now, I have repented of my unforgiveness and the Lord is dealing with my heart. I pray for the Midwife, HMO and the attorney,However, I do not want this to happen to anyone else. I do not know what to do. Forgive and Forget? The HMO attorney(s) strategy is to blame me and come against my family. I do not want to relive this event over and over. I'm afraid that I will fall into a trap of unforgiveness again. I search the Word daily for some insight.. I am to the point that I will do what ever God wants me to (I was mot like that before)
Wimp or a Saint?